オトナのオモチャ Adult's Toy (Otona no Omocha)

【Tags: Rin Ustu-P tA O】

Original

Music title: オトナのオモチャ
English music title: Adult's Toy
Romaji music title: Otona no Omocha

Music & Lyrics written, Voice edition by 鬱P (Ustu-P)
Music arranged by 鬱P (Ustu-P)
Singer(s): 鏡音リン (Kagamine Rin)

Click here for the original Japanese Lyrics

English Lyrics (translated by m-i-s-a-k-i / misaki)：

The evidence for being loved was missing
Without delay the haunted happiness was also non-existent
The leftover toy box was reversed
I withstood and smiled

The fake's moan

Dominated by the soul's scars like a baby toy
On my back the rain continues falling without becoming extinct

A lie as if it were exhaled
Even sanity is robbed
The painted black hate
The moment I unleash [that]

Hey, hold that dangerous toy in your hand
Punch that ugly body
Let that body shake in a way that can't be told
Hit the rotting wound
More than the knife that cuts me up
Are the heavy and deep words piercing

I saw from that crack what was a world for adults only
The dirty and hot trauma's treasure
My very own world built up in that closet
Is a beautiful and clean world of dreams and hopes

Distorted brain cells

In a corner of my opened heart
Old wounds emerge and
The revived key for my memories
Just one word
"Disappear"

Interrupting the whim of the sun
Ruin the hope
The shadow-priest became my friend
Eternal darkness
The guilty feeling is zero

Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
Useful toy

Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
Sad, isn't it...

Hey, hold that dangerous toy with your hands
And beat up that ugly memories
With all my hatred I was cleansed
From that dirt hanging on me, that time has come
Noone will understand
The trap nobody apart from me knows, only millimetres big
Even though it's not visible to the eye
It pierces me heavily and deeply
With that words

English Lyrics (translated by t12111)：

There's no evidence of me ever having been loved
The happiness that came without stopping also disappeared
I flipped over the leftover toy-box
Controlling myself, I smile

The panting sound of an imitation

Dominated and traumatized like a baby-toy
The rain pours steadily behind my back

The liar breathes out
When even my mind was taken
And stopped
The hatred stained with black

Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand
And take apart this hideous body
Shake your body at the feeling that can't be told
Pierce my decaying wound
Pierce me with the words that hit deeper and heavier

Than the knife that split me apart
I could see the world of adults through the crack
The dirty and suffocating treasure chest of trauma
My world that was built up in the closet
Is a country of beautiful and clear dreams and hopes

Distorted braincells

In the corner of my opened heart,
There's a remembered scar
And the key of the revived memory
Just one word,
"Disappear."

The sun is whimsically blocked
And hope destroyed
The shadow-monk became my friend
Eternal darkness
Zero guilt

Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
Useful toy

Fun toy
Adult's toy
Living toy
How sad-

Hey, hold the dangerous toy in your hand
And take apart this hideous memory
It's time to cleanse me of the clinging dirt
That is soaked in hatred
Nobody understands
The trap of the size of millimeter that only I know
Even if it's not visible to the naked eye,
Pierce me
With the heavy and deep words

Romaji lyrics (transliterated by m-i-s-a-k-i / misaki)：

Aisareta keiseki wa nokosarete naku
Todokourinaku kayowaseta koufuku mo naku
Nokosareta omochabako hikkurikaeshite
Mata boku wa taenuite tsukuri egao dasu

Nisemono no aegigoe

Akago you omocha no you ni gyuujirareta kokoro no kizu
Sariiku senaka sugata ni taema naku furisosogu ame

Iki wo haku you ni usohaki
Shoukisae ubau
Kuroku nijinda zouo
Tokihanatsu toki

Hora ABUNAI omocha ni te wo kakete
Minikui shintai wo uchinuite yare
Koe ni naranu kanjou ni mi wo furuwase
Kusari hateta kanbu BUCHI nuite yare
Boku wo kirisaita ha yori
Omoku fukaku tsukisasaru Koto no ha de

Sukima kara mieta no wa otona dake no sekai
Kitanakute atsukurushii TORAUMA no houko
Oshiire ni kizuiteta boku dake no sekai
Utsukushiku sugasugashii yume to kibou no kuni

Yukamareta nousaibou

Hirakareta kokoro no sumi
Ukabi agaru kizuguchi to
Yonin kaeru kioku no tabi
Tatta hitokoto
"Inakunare"

Taiyou wo kimagure ni saegiri
Kibou wo mushibamu
Kagebouzu ga tomodachi ni nari
Eien no yami
Zaiakukan ZERO

Tanoshii omocha
Otona no omocha
Ikiteru omocha
Tsukaeru omocha

Tanoshii omocha
Otona no omocha
Ikiteru omocha
Kanashii na-

Hora ABUNAI omocha ni te wo kakete
Minikui kioku wo uchinuite yare
Nikushimi zukushite kobiritsuiteta
Hikanai aka wo otosu toki ga kita
Daremo wakaccha kurenai yo
Boku ni shika wakaranu MIRI no wana
Meni mienu hodo chippokedemo
Omoku fukaku tsukisasaru
Koto no ha de

[Ustu-P, UstuP]