ラストバトル The Last Battle (Rasuto Batoru)

【Tags: Jitabata-P Miku R tL tT Rin】

Original

Music title: ラストバトル
English music title:The Last Battle
Romaji music title: Rasuto Batoru

Music & Lyrics written, Voice edited by じたばたP(Jitabata-P)
Music arranged by じたばたP(Jitabata-P)
Singer(s): 鏡音リン (Kagamine Rin), 初音ミク (Hatsune Miku)

Click here for the original Japanese Lyrics

English Lyrics (translated by vgboy / vgperson)：

At the end of the journey, at last, with all the strength I'd gained,
I went forth believing in myself, my heart unwavering and strong

I erased the past I'd hoped to forget, and in running, I moved ahead
I was afraid of losing; I couldn't win against reality

Reality scares me - everyone's eyes, their eyes,
Watching me, watching, watching, watching, watching,
I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die,
There's no value at all to my life, none...
Ugly inferiority, dirty jealousy, they...
Stab, stab, stab into me...

It's the last battle, and there's nowhere to run;
I'm cornered, and my body trembles
I cried out, like a child;
I cried, cried, begging for help
And no one came, they pretended not to hear,
And I was so very, very hurt
I was done in by self-loathing;
I had my ears plugged all the while...

I was always all alone; I would never look into people's eyes
Secluded in my shell, I had no allies at all
I wanted to change myself, but I trembled, too afraid to
I couldn't make a single step forth; my tears tumbled down...

I wanted someone to laugh with, I wanted someone to play with
Deep in the darkness, all along I hoped to be saved
So then you came along, and told me "Could you try a smile?"
And hypocrite that I was, I stabbed at you, annoyed...

It's the last battle, but I didn't understand;
I was cheered on, but I heard lies
In my heart, twisted as it was,
Truly, I hoped we could've talked more
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry;
I could apologize forever, but it's far too late
So that I wouldn't fall to self-loathing,
I sang out: lalula lulalila...

I've had enough, I can't take it
I vowed, I would live alone
Through sorrow, through tears,
I wouldn't need any rescuing
Suddenly I felt a weight had been lifted;
My worries vanished into thin air
There was no longer a wall before me;
All alone, I was at my last stage...

There wasn't a single happy day;
Painful ones continued on
There were so many enemies around me,
And not a place to run
I looked back to see a giant me,
And it was laughing, looking into my eyes
I knew this was my ultimate enemy;
And terrified, I promptly ran away

I can't beat myself, I can't beat myself
Mere dependence won't work, won't, won't, won't
Never never never never, can't, can't
No power to defeat it, none, none...
My ugly heart, my despicable way of life, they...
My rotten nature, dirty jealousy, they...
Stab, stab, stab into me...

(Okay! 1-2-3! Let's go!)

It's the last battle, and there's nowhere to run;
I'm cornered, and my body trembles
I cried out, like a child;
I cried, cried, begging for help
And no one came, they pretended not to hear,
And I was so very, very hurt
I was done in by self-loathing;
I had my ears plugged all the while...

Romaji lyrics (transliterated by vgboy / vgperson)：

Bouken no owari saigo kitaete sodateta chikara
Jibun o shinjite susumu yuru ga nai tsuyoi kokoro

Wasuretai kago o keshite nigenagara susunde kita
Makeru koto ga kowakatta genjitsu ni katenakatta

Genjitsu ga kowai minna no me ga me ga
Boku no koto o miru miru miru miru miru
Shinitai shinitai shinitai shinitai
Douse ikiru kachi nai nai
Minikui rettoukan ga kitanai shitto ga boku ni
Boku ni boku ni boku ni tsukisasarunda

Rasuto batoru nigeba wa nai
Oitsumerare karada ga furue
Nakisakenda kodomo no you ni
Sakebi sakebi tasuke o yonda
Daremo konai kikanai furi
Boku wa totemo kuyashiku natta
Jikokeno ni tsubusaresou
Boku wa zutto mimi o fusaida

Boku wa itsumo hitori-kiri hito no me o mirenakatta
Jibun no kara ni komotte nakama nante inakatta
Jibun o kaetai keredo kowakute teashi ga furue
Ippo ga fumidasenakute namida ga koron to ochita

Dareka to waraitakatta dareka to asobitakatta
Kurayami no naka de zutto tasuke o hoshigatteita
Sonna toki kimi wa boku ni "Waratte mitara?" to itta
Gizensha butta soburi ni mukatsuite kimi o tsukitobashita

Rasuto batoru wakaranakatta
Hagemashidatte uso ni kikoeta
Nejimagatta kokoro no naka
Hontou wa motto hanashitakatta
Gomennasai gomennasai
Ayamatte mo mou osokatta
Jikokeno ni makenai you ni
Boku wa utatta rarurarurarira

Mou iya da yo iya nanda yo
Boku wa chikatta hitori de ikiru
Kanashikute mo nakitakute mo
Boku ni tasuke nante iranai
Kimochi ga kyuu ni karuku natta
Nayami-goto ga pachin to kieta
Mou me no mae ni kabe wa nakatta
Hitori-bocchi no rasuto suteeji

Tanoshikatta hibi nante nakatta
Kurushii mainichi ga tsudzuiteita
Mawari ni wa teki ga takusan ita
Nigemichi nante doko ni mo nakatta
Ushiro o mitara ooki na boku ga
Warainagara boku no me o miteita
Kore ga saigo no teki dato shitte
Boku wa kowakute sugu ni nigedashita

Jibun ni katenai jibun ni katenai
Aete bakara de dame dame dame dame
Muri muri muri muri dekanai dekinai
Taosu chikara nado nai nai
Minukui boku no kokoro ga zurui ikikata ga boku ni
Kusatta boku no konjou kitanai shitto ga boku ni
Boku ni boku ni boku ni tsukisasarunda

(Hai! 1-2-3! Retsu goo!)

Rasuto batoru nigeba wa nai
Oitsumerare karada ga furue
Nakisakenda kodomo no you ni
Sakebi sakebi tasuke o yonda
Daremo konai kikanai furi
Boku wa totemo kuyashiku natta
Jikokeno ni tsubusaresou
Boku wa zutto mimi o fusaida

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