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I'll Always Kill Myself Too Late

【検索用:IllAlwaysKillMyselfTooLate  登録タグ:2026年 I Reclaimant of Life Synthesizer V ニコニコ外公開曲 巣鴨 曲英 重音テト
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曲名:『I'll Always Kill Myself Too Late』(アイル オールウェイズ キル マイセルフ トゥー レート

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Starting my car in the cold, stormy winter,
to drive to my cubicle where I wither.
Feeding AI prompts, Vibe coding without passion.
My heart is a beating machine made of ashes.
All my other job applications go to a void.
I'm played by HR agents like a whipping boy.
The news says that birth rates are going down.
Well, everyone’s busy trying not to drown.

Just got an e-mail, they just raised my rent again.
Guess who's driving Ubers again this weekend?
I don’t bother blowing out my brains,
because I know I'll always kill myself too late.

My life is nothing but thirty-one years of waste.
I'm killing myself in my cube without haste.
I snort ketamine off a cracked phone screen,
To fly away from this rent-seeking death machine.
The water’s always rising, never going down.
I’m looking forward to the day I’ll drown.
Don't worry, I'm not suicidal. I feel great.
Because I know I'll always kill myself too late.

Budgeting my monthly expenses today.
The landlords already ate up half my pay.
All these hours wasted in front of my desk.
just to get a cramped roof over my head.
The rest pays my insurance and auto loan.
Nothing left to fix the screen on my phone.
The stats show that birth rates are going down.
Well, everyone’s busy trying not to drown.

And I’m running out of ketamine again.
Guess who's driving Ubers again this weekend?
I don’t bother blowing out my brains,
because I know I'll always kill myself too late.

My life is nothing but thirty-one years of waste.
I'm killing myself in my cube without haste.
I snort ketamine off a cracked phone screen,
To fly away from this rent-seeking death machine.
The water’s always rising, never going down.
I’m looking forward to the day I’ll drown.
Don't worry, I'm not suicidal. I feel great.
Because I know I'll always kill myself too late.

A preacher asked me if I care what happens after I'm dead.
He told me to turn to god, and this is what I said:
There’s a god. He isn’t Jesus, he’s called Mammon.
I don't do opiates. I know there’s no heaven.
I work and don’t go to church on the weekends.
I don’t believe in god, but I believe in rent.
The water’s always rising, never going down.
I’m looking forward to the day I’ll drown.

My life is nothing but thirty-one years of waste.
I'm killing myself in my cube without haste.
I snort ketamine off a cracked phone screen,
To fly away from this rent-seeking death machine.
The water’s always rising, never going down.
I’m looking forward to the day I’ll drown.
Don't worry, I'm not suicidal. I feel great.
Because I know I'll always kill myself too late.

I feel great. I'll always kill myself too late.
I feel great. I'll always kill myself too late.
I feel great. I'll always kill myself too late.
I feel great. I'll always kill myself too late.
I feel great. I'll always kill myself too late.
I feel great. I'll always kill myself too late.
I feel great. I'll always kill myself too late.
I feel great. I'll always kill myself too late.

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