曲紹介
曲名：『Suicide Note (OCD)』（スーサイドノート (OCD)）
歌詞
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If you're reading this, I'm no longer here.
Didn't know why I kept living for thirty-one years.
Unwanted thoughts kept having their way with my head.
They told me that the world would be safer if I were dead.
I was hardly functioning, living a lie.
Had a lot of close calls. I barely got by.
I spent every second making sure nothing's wrong.
It didn't work at all. I was still scared all day long.
I couldn't live with all the evil possibilities.
I couldn't stand the disgusting uncertainties.
Why is it that I should believe I'll be happy,
When these fears have so completely swallowed me?
I can't stand that I might hurt you unknowingly.
I can't live with the fact that there's nothing stopping me.
I fooled myself that if I lived one more day,
All this pain would go away. But it's here to stay.
I must have written this same note so many times.
I'm drowning alone. There's no lifeboat I can climb.
To everyone who's helped me. You didn't fail.
I couldn't be saved. I guess I was just too frail.
If you're reading this, I'm no longer here.
Didn't know why I kept living for thirty-one years.
Maybe I've hurt you all too much. But I couldn't see.
Everyone's speaking in lines these autistic eyes can't read.
Maybe you all want me gone, but I couldn't read the room.
My ADHD makes mistakes. Who am I to presume?
Maybe now I'm dead, you're opening bottles of champagne.
You all hate me, but didn't want to say it to my face.
I couldn't live with all the evil possibilities.
I couldn't stand the disgusting uncertainties.
Why is it that I should believe I'll be happy,
When these fears have so completely swallowed me?
I can't stand that I might hurt you unknowingly.
I can't live with the fact that there's nothing stopping me.
I fooled myself that if I lived one more day,
All this pain would go away. But it's here to stay.
I must have written this same note so many times.
I'm drowning alone. There's no lifeboat I can climb.
To everyone who's helped me. You didn't fail.
I couldn't be saved. I guess I was just too frail.
In my next life, I want to be reborn as a fool,
I don't care if I'll be a joke or somebody's tool.
I want to live just one day, without a fright.
I want to laugh senselessly, day and night.
I don't want this autistic OCD brain,
It's brought me nothing but all this pain.
I'm scared. I don't want to die. But,
I just want the world to be quiet.
I can't stand that I might hurt you unknowingly.
I can't live with the fact that there's nothing stopping me.
I fooled myself that if I lived one more day,
All this pain would go away. But it's here to stay.
I must have written this same note so many times.
I'm drowning alone. There's no lifeboat I can climb.
To everyone who's helped me. You didn't fail.
I couldn't be saved. I guess I was just too frail.
I just want the world to be quiet.
I just want the world to be quiet.
I just want the world to be quiet.
I just want the world to be quiet.
I just want the world to be quiet.
I just want the world to be quiet.
I just want the world to be quiet.
I just want the world to be quiet.
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